Nothing and Everything by CoolKittyCat, literature
Literature
Nothing and Everything
When I feel nothing,
I get a bad itch,
An itch to fell something,
Anything,
Which normally leads to me cutting,
Cutting to feel pain,
Which leads me to cry,
I cry,
For I know it is wrong to do to myself,
For I know it hurts me more,
I know it hurts the people who care about me,
But I do it anyway,
Sometimes I lash out at others,
For I am angry and depressed,
I want others to feel worse then me,
I know I hurt people that I do care about,
Deep down,
I try to be a better person,
But it is easier to be angry and hateful,
Sometimes I wish I could cry,
But I have ran out of tears to shed,
It hurts so much to know that some people just give up on me